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There's such a thing as a joke going too far. Even more so when you know i dislike it, when im your friend. Are friends supposed to do that?

Its at times like these when i doubt whether i am just another trash of yours. One in which when you will go to only when you need help and throw away when everything's going well.

Sometimes i really wonder why i go through so much to patch things up between every single one of you yet when something happens to me, there's no one there to help.

I need another me.

Its hard to pretend everything is OK. Im trying my best so that others who aren't realated won't be affected by my mood but its hard. So hard.

Losing one friend is one thing. Losing all of you hurts.

Fuck it all.

Don't understand why i treasure every single friendship so much yet you can extinguish it as easily as a candle flame. Don't understand why every time i light it up, you will blow it out.