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Today's PE was murderous. I think i must have done over 50 attepmts of standing board jumps. LEG CRAMP!

In the end, Mr Yeo's one sentence made me 开窍. He said "Fishball, just lift your legs up to your chest." Which i did and made me succeed in lifting both legs off at the same time. Yea~

Thank you Fel, TW & JN for donating me money to bus home these days. LOL. Today was enjoyable. THANK YOUS~!

Still can't get the fact that my wallet was stolen out of my mind. Its like everyday's journey to & from school costs $2.50 which amounts to $15 per week. More than the money however was all the memories i wrote down in my notebook.

And then there's Mum's operation next monday. Though its just a minor one, i have the right to worry right? Not to mention the money that will be involved.

I can listen to people share their troubles with me, but, who do I go to when I have MY own troubles?
You are my friend but i really don't understand you at all. How you can be so 夸张 at times yet still want us to take you seriously and get mad when we don't. Especially the way you always use vulgarities on us. Are friends supposed to do this?

For me, no matter how sad, angry, frustrated or worried i am feeling inside, i will try my best to never let my friends know because i don't want to burden them with my own troubles, don't want them to change their moods because of me. What about you then? You are my friend but you are starting to really annoy me.
Go away. I'm PMSing.

Jielin gave me this card which brightened up my day.

身体 --劳动--> 工资
工资 --buy--> 食物
吃饭 = 吃自己

Below these words was a picture of Crazy Bunny putting his hand in a spaghetti grinder and eating the 'spaghetti' that came out of the other end.

Haha, so typical of him.



Thank you Jielin!



*muacks*

Today was YIHUI's BIRTHDAY celebration! Makan at Swensen's first then to arcade where my wallet & M.C's phone got stolen. FUCK. Then we went to YH's surprise party! Which she apparently seemed to have guessed... Aiya, 不好玩的. KISSED her as an extra present! Wakakakas~! 我赚到了! Shall post the pictures soon when i have the time.

I want to thank all my wonderful friends who made me forget about my loss for that few happy moments. Thank you.



Those fucking bastards who took my wallet. Listen up, i don't fucking care about the money any more, you can take it for all you want. Just return me the other things. Those mean ALOT to me.

YH they all took me to make a police report but the policeman made me very fustrated. I was alright at first but he kept on repeating and talking and talking and talking and made me so confused that i cried. But at least i got my report done.

My mother was the one who made me tear the most. It was the way she seemed to understand everything. The way she didn't scream or lose her temper at me. The way she understood that made me even more guilty.

What if i can't get my wallet back? All my IC and such need hundreds of dollars to remake. How can i just make her fork out the money and pay for me just like that? What did i do to deserve such love and understanding?

I need somebody to scream at, to bite, to scratch, to kick. I need someone to hug.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE YI HUI~!!!



I LOVE YOU!

I'm not mad... I'm just hurt

This week has been pervertic. I was sexually harrased by all of my friends. LOL.

JQ started it, then YH did it to me again in the labs, THEN XT learnt it from JQ and started to do it to me.... I'm afraid that i will be scarred by these expeirences for the rest of my life.



At least today is a holiday! I can be free from my sexual harrasments. They say that SUNDAY will be going out to celebrate YH's birthday!!! YEA~

Mami has returned from her holiday! I MISSED HER MAN! Oh. And i've gotten my hp back so you all can start to send me messages again. =DDD

Oh. Getting back my heart scan results tmr. Im scare-ed man... =X

Leaving the house in half an hours time to go to my 公公 的 relative 的 son/daughter 的 baby the 1st month. XP

Everybody has the right to have their own secrets and I can understand if you don't trust me enough to tell me. Sorry. I guess I just didn't realise that friendship was measured in terms of the years we knew each other.

Yesterday was a super FUN day! WAKAKAKAS~



First, bowling in the afternoon with JQ, YH, XT, JL, YC, MC & WZA. Lunch at LJS was funny beacuse they kept on throwing the leftovers to the guys side and they kept on devouring them like garbage bins liddat.

Wanted to go to SAFRA first but it was raining heavily so we went to OCC but then found out that there were TOO MANY people! So, change of plan, we went back to SAFRA in the end. Waiting list so the girls went to the arcade to play first. We made XT try the PARA PARA DANCE machine!!! Damn funny! She seriously looked like a cave/egyptian woman when she was waving her hands about like CRAZYYYY~

We all laughed till stomache. You know the term "ROFL"? Yup, that's what we were literally doing. ROLLING on the floor LAUGHING! XD



Went back to bowling alley. Wanted to draw eyeliner for XT but she kept on resisting and screaming. But we still managed to draw one eye in the end after alot of screaming and kicking! MC on the other hand was much more sporty than XT. I asked him to let me draw and he DIDN'T resist! In the end, I drew his eyelid while YH helped him to add the CURVE at the end! It looks nice lor!

Then was bowling! David was surprisingly very good at it even though his eyes weren't open when he was bowling. Hahaha! Then alot of lesbianing around ensued because they said that my jacket was damn nice to touch, like polar bear.








After that at 6 was to TEO JIA NI'S birthday party! We went to some Thai resturaunt to makan. 好吃! Lent TW my jacket cause she said she was cold and she said that it had 我的香味. Lol.

Then the 12 of us went to a HUGE PAVILLION next to some HDB blocks to do a HEART-TO-HEART talk! Played the 接字 game and whoever who lost had to be asked a personal question. Very FUN cause we would anyhow 接 the 字 when we got desperate, example, "紫菜很好吃哦" or "湿的落汤鸡很湿". LOL.

There was a cat around the vicinity and it kept approaching us then JN, TW & JQ would SCREAM! And JN would start to whine. Damn funny. Carried the cat away to another block but it still kept on returning hence our games kept on being interrupted by screams here and there. XP



Then ZQ came and we played CONCENTRATION! Damn funny! Again, the person who got CHOUSAN would be asked a personal question which had to be answered truthfully.

I think it was around this time that i felt my heart suddenely accelerating. It was like THUMPING damn fast! Sort of like gonna beat out of my chest. LITERALLY. The girls were abit worried cause when i put their hands to my chest, they could like seriously FEEL the heart PUMPING. TW said it was very abnormal cause you can't normally feel a person's heart beat when you put your hand just to their chest.

Had a short DINNER BREAK cause Fel wanted to use the LOO. So we walked to the petrol station just opposite the pavillion. Bought a few snacks back and continued to talk. We went around in a circle and talked about everybody's personality. Everybody 优点S & 缺点S. It was very meaningful.

Therefore, i shall dedicate this column here to them :

Jiajun - Has CUTE dimples when he smiles
Terence - Is very 细心
Waikwong - Can be FUNNY at times
Zongqin - The super NICE & friendly uncle
Hongkiat - The very funny GUARDIAN angel
Donovan - The MOTHERLY & sensible gay
Juinli - She can make you HIGH
Tianwei - BABY face, adult mind, nice to hug also
Felicia - Never fails to make me LAUGH
Jiaqi - WONDERFUL listener
Jielin - Well-mannered & 懂事
Jiani - Very FUN & funny to hang-out with



That's why i love every single one of you! YEA~


Note that everybody has a different expression at every angle. =DDD













Homing that time my heart was still beating damn first. That was when i felt really scared cause its the first time it lasted so long. Fel & TW could SEE my whole body vibrating when i stop moving cause my heart was beating way too fast. ZQ could also feel my heart beating through JQ's hand on me.

Got Fel to piggyback me for a short distance cause it felt awkward to let the guys piggyback me. Walked slowly cause i felt light-headed. JN held my arm through the whole way and tried to keep me awake. Damn nice of her. THANK YOU!

Terence was forced by Peh to carry my bag for me to Sembawang. He then 陪ed me to wait at the bus stop to wait for my mother to come. THANK YOU!

Took a warm shower and laid down to rest. But then the thumping still wouldn't stop. Mami wanted to take me to the clinic but apparently all of them were closed. So i just stoned there. Saw the hem of my nightie moving and i thought was my breathing but then it turned out that it was due to my heart beat causing it to move. WTH man. Counted my heartbeat, 180 beats per minute. That's like 3 beats per second!



Couldn't really sleep cause i was like... "What if i die?" and alot of other lame thoughts so i asked mami to 'pat pat' me to sleep. Haha, so childish right? When i woke up, it already stopped racing, so i guess it must have reverted back to normal during my sleep.

Read this off the web.

Tachycardia is a form of cardiac arrhythmia which refers to a rapid beating of the heart. By convention the term refers to heart rates greater than 100 beats per minute in the adult patient.
If the heart is pumping too fast for an extended period of time it will change the balance of oxygen and carbon dioxide in the hemoglobin in the blood; this is normal during exercise but when resting this is quite dangerous. Second, when the heart beats too rapidly, it may pump blood less efficiently. Third, the faster the heart beats, the more oxygen and nutrients the heart requires. This may leave patients feeling out of breath or cause angina. This can be especially problematic for patients suffering from ischemic heart disease.
Ventricular tachycardia (VT or V-tach) is a potentially life-threatening cardiac arrhythmia that originates in the ventricles. It is usually a regular, wide complex tachycardia with a rate between 120 and 250 beats per minute. Ventricular tachycardia has the potential of degrading to the more serious ventricular fibrillation. Ventricular tachycardia is a common, and often lethal, complication of a myocardial infarction (heart attack).
these rhythms normally last for only a few seconds to minutes (paroxysmal tachycardia), but if VT persists it is extremely dangerous, often leading to ventricular fibrillation.

Shit, im scared. Parents are taking me to the hospital tommorrow for a check-up.


But first,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEO JIA NI!!!


*MUACKS*

I thank the heavens for having such WONDERFUL friends. I really don't know where i would be without you guys. ALL OF YOU.

Yo EVERYBODY!

Today was BUSY day! Biology in morning. My brain wasn't in the right frequency, maybe the sensory neurone connect wrongly, so i sprouted a bunch of NONSENSE to David who was sitting beside me. Remember, its NONSENSE which holds NO MEANING. lalala~



After that was lunch at 后面的 hawker with JN, YH & JQ! Then BACK to school, watched the guys play soccer for awhile before i went for Economics. Today's econs was actually quite fun! Yea~

Then it was BAND! Budiman is a nice soul, he 陪 me wait for my 856! Thanks man! Suprisingly, he is a nice person to talk to when he is calm & composed. Ah! The power of LOVE! ROFL!

Looking forward to tommorrow's BOWLING! YEA MAN!



Just sitting on the bus stoning today when i had a random musing.

This person whom i just saw walking on the street, will i ever meet him again? Maybe sometime in the future, maybe sometime soon. Maybe we might even be future colleagues. Or maybe, we might never even meet.
The point is, treasure every moment you are in. Because, you will NEVER EVER have a chance to repeat them again. Be it good or bad.
Imagine, if we have a fight but after we make up, would the both of us look back at this incident 1 year later and then laugh at our own childishness?
If we have a great time together, do you think that these same experiences would ever repeat themselves again?
Therefore, enjoy every moment while it lasts. Because you're WORTH IT. XD

I'm surprising myself. Didn't know that i was capable of such chim thoughts. XP

This morning was awoken by a call from uncle greg. I just wake up then damn blur, somemore he spoke in chinese then i could'nt tell who it was a first and i thought that it was some 怪辈辈 cause he also refused to tell me his name till i realised that the accent very familiar. At least his chinese is improving... Lol.



Turns out that he wants to know where to buy my glow-in-the-dark things. Which reminds me of the fact that i have FINALLY finished pasting all of mine on the ceiling! Yea~





Wakakakas! Super PRETTY can?!



After that went to BISHAN to meet Felicia Chee to study BUT she 迟到 by 35 minutes! Make me sit and stone there like 智章 liddat. XP

Lunch at hawker! There 的 food was surprisingly VERY NICE! Shall go there to makan next time again. Then was BAND till 6++.



Tommorrow will be a BUSY day, first there's BI-YO-LOR-GEE [BIOLOGY] then Economics THEN Band...
我很忙!
我很忙!
我很忙!
LOL.

On a happier note, these few days have been WONDERFUL! Now-a-days, it feels superb to just lie in my single bed, covered with a king-sized comforter which is WAY too BIG for me, surrounded by my 娃娃S, listen to some good music blasing through my speakers and read a GOOD book with the moon shining down on me through my window. All and all without having to worry about not waking up for school the next day. Lol.

Life is wonderful.

Yesterday was !WONDERFUL!

Woke up bright and early to go to school to finish decorating the game stall. Conquered my fear of bursting balloons. i guess... XP

Business was quite succesful, alot of children came to play! Then in the late morning, Philip's younger brother, sister & cousins came! His cousins damn cute can?! Mark & Luke! I dragged Fel & TW to come and see them and Fel took pictures of them. Super ADORABLE~! Mark can only understand malay but Luke could understand malay & a little english.



After that Mark wanted to go for a walk and Philip was occupied so i took him for the walk instead. He wanted me to carry him so i did and he clung on damn tightly, like a koala bear to a tree liddat. Made it super difficult for me to walk. He kept on wanting to go "her" & "thar" [here & there] so in the end, we toured 1 whole round around the whole school. People were like going, "your child ar?". Yar yar, i gave birth at the age of 12, VERY funny. --"

At about 2+ liddat, more people started to pour in. Then both LEE's went off to fill water balloons & i didn't know where everybody else went then i was like left ALONE at the stall. Then at that exact time, people had to start crowding in to our stall and the queue was so long that it reached the stall next to us. Somemore there was no one to help me pick up the dropped balloons. I was TERRIFIED cause the prizes for our food stall had run out and the people who were buying them haven't return yet, so didn't know what to give them if they won.

Felt very helpless. BUT, my saviour appeared! Stephen! After that, when the crowd had dispersed, he told me that he saw me alone very 可怜 so he came to help me. But i am still very grateful to him. Thank you!



Half-way through the day, we were all very tired and the atmosphere became very LOW so JQ suggested a game to make us HIGH. We would play OPEN NUMBERS and the person who tio the number will get water balloons thrown at him/her. JQ super suay, she tio alot of times and got damn wet. YH's friend was like super scared of the LEE's who were eyeing at him, forming plans on how to make him wet. rofl~



In the end, we just threw water balloons at anyone we saw. SUPER HIGH + FUN! The climax of the day was when Ms Choi came, we were all like attacking her with water balloons. Peh would grab her by her arm and we would all start to bomb her. But she could'nt attack us as we ran MUCH faster then she did! lol.



JQ took many pictures of her running around. Then when Ms Choi saw us walking towards her with another batch of water balloons in our hands, she SCREAMED and RAN all the way up to the staff room! DAMN FUNNY! It's like how often do you see your form teacher pouting, screaming and running?! WAKAKAKAS~

At about 5++ liddat, we finally got free time to play. Went to 4 Faith's haunted house. Actually not scary one lor! It was XT's constant screaming in my ear that made it scary. Grabbed whoever's arm that was in front of me hoping that the whoever whould lead me out. Whoever turned out to be MC and his arm turned red. lol. Then we were all like standing in the grass patch discussing about the haunted house and David was complaining that XT they all nearly tore his shirt off. XT was like seriously damn scared cause she was already whing before we even entered.



It was then that i felt very weird. Like i was in a dream liddat. I think it was partially beacause of the lighting inside the haunted house, very sudden and random, confuse my senses. Later, we went to 4 Blessing's haunted house, come out that time my head even more dizzy. Everything felt damn surreal to me. Went to concert which WORSENED things cause the lighting and music made me even more light-headed. Don't quite recall what happen next expect that we ate garlic bread and saw a guitairst who kept flinging his hair around.



After that we went back to clean up and i felt like i was sleep-walking. lol. 怪怪的 feeling. Played a final round of water bombs and the water woke me up. Got HIGH again so i took the whole bucket of water and splashed it at the person nearst to me, which turned out to be JQ. ROFL~!

Went toilet to refill the bucket and i asked some 2A people who were inside if they could apare some of their plastic bags cause we ran out of balloons and they readily agreed! Nice people! Continued our water bomb activities. Then, some 2A kids accidentally threw a plastic water bag at our area and wet one of YH's friends and he was like scolding vulgarities and wanted to confront them and his other friends were like swarming around him going, MAINTAIN! MAINTAIN! Very funny.

Change of clothes, homing that time the stupid guards were like stopping everybody from going out, saying what need to clean-up when we already did. Its like WTH man... In the end, cause everybody was like giving them the pekchek face and scolding vulgar they decided to let us out. I think we were one of the first batches to be excused outside.

Reached home at about 10+, bathed & pasted salon pas all over my aching body before i went to bed. LOL. Overall, yesterday was simply AMAZING! I wont forget it for the rest of my life! =DDD

ARGHHHHHHHH~

Overslept! --"

Somehow it seems as though whenever im in a bad mood, both my mum & my alarm clocks will refuse to work, giving me a chance to sleep in. Kinda 神奇 yet spooky at the same time.

ANYWAYS. Yesterday is now history. I have to MOVE ON MAN!



M.C says that vulgarities don't suit me. lol. I apologise for any inconviences caused by my use of bad words. I WILL CHANGE to maybe biting people to vent fustrations than speaking vulgar. =) Anyone willing to volunteer?



JJ Fair in 7 hours time! WHOOTS MAN!~

Today WILL be a WONDERFUL DAY! =DDD

Fuck.

Stupid fucking class ruined my mood today.

First that de bu person, once we step inside class she started barking at us for no apparent reason. Like WTF man. Tried to explain to her but she die also won't listen. Its like she purposely want to 针对 us. She even made another teacher throw his face in front of our class. Fuck, is that what teachers now-a-days are trying to teach us? Always 不分青红皂白 scream at people without listening to them and finding chances to humiliate innocent people. Fine. The whole class hates her anyways.

CF was dissapointing. Fine, i can understand that everybody did try to put effort in to help. You guys no more ideas , fine, we help to settle. Help to think of all sorts of ideas that could benefit the whole class. Then what's with that fucking attitude. It's like HELLO? We doing a favour for you and this is what we get. That's FUCKING UNFAIR. Its like which class dosen't argue due to difference in opinions but everytime after a big arguement aren't we all still classmates? If that's not what you think then fine, too bad. If thats what we get every single time, good, since there's no point in trying to talk any longer, 本小姐 will not entertain or even try to be friends anymore. Fuck off then.

Humanities fair. Thought it would be fun but NOOOOO. There just had to be a bunch of immature freaks who had to ruin it all. At first, ok, you joke with me i play back with you. Joke somemore, ok, i take it all in my stride. But you know what? There's a fucking limit to one's patience. Why don't you try standing there and listening to all that crap thrown at you? You brainless or heartless? I guess for a fucking bastard like you, its both. DARE TO DO DON'T DARE TO OWN UP. HUMJI.

Then i already pekchek enough for the whole day and that DOG had to fucking piss me off again. Fuck you man. You no brain meh? Cannot tell when people not happy liao? Fucking retard.

After that still got somemore leh! When walking home that time, got three jiao bins from that class talking DAMN LOUDLY about us, like want us to hear liddat. Ok, i take it in my stride, don't 翻脸 with you in public but you all just don't know when to close your fucking mouth's right? Felt like giving her a tight slap when i turned behind to confront that jiao bin. Told her if she got any more fucking complains or if she still buay song then she can voice it all out now. Then what she do again? Start to blabber. Please lar, if you unhappy then i don't mind trashing it all out and working it out but NOOOO, you just had to be a boji there and talk as though is i pao tou you one. Fine, see you 可怜 i let you go. But if i every hear any fucking one of you in that class breathing a word about today then don't blame me for whateva i am going to and can do.

I think that i've said more vulgarities in this post then what i've said in my whole life. But who cares man? Mai ka gua kwai lan. This is what fucking pissed off & unjustified people do.

Friday was lovely! Buddy Hoagies with a 智障 to 智障 talk. Damn funny! =DDD

Yesterday was painful. Woke up feeling 腰酸背疼 all over. First time got such an experince, super uncomfortable, like i last night got do what 激烈运动 liddat. O.O But i have wonderful friends who were willing to massage and piggyback me yet also occasionally laugh at me walking like a pregnant women. Thanks man~! --"

Tomorrow have to help out with Humanities fair then cannot go out with the 智障s. SIAN MAN~!



Carnival in 2 DAYS time! So interesting. Apparently, Friday will be a off day for the whole school to prepare for the carnival, hope that it will be fun!

雪特! I think i accidently filed my maths paper in my econs file which i handed up to teacher liao! HOW~?!



Today will be a wonderful day.