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Sucky day today. I know that i should live life to the fullest everyday but i just can't seem to get my spirits high up anymore.

'O' level results were released today. What i saw really shocked me. There were so many more tears than smiles. So many people were dissapointed with their results.

It hit me like a rock, what if i end up like them.

Saw Ms. C and asked her if i could take a look at my report book. It sucks. Now, those goals that i set for myself suddenely seem so sky high. What makes me think that i will be able to score distinctions at the current state that i am?

Then i decided that it was time to settle the band issues which have be pressing me for so long. Truthfully, i don't care if she knows now, though everybody has been so obvious, don't care if a conflict will start. Enough of being freaking pissed off by you for so long. WTS did you contribute? Fuck you.

Was shocked by myself when tears started flowing. Because i knew that if i don't do well, these points will matter alot to me. ALOT.

Im scared. Very scared. Seriously very very scared.

Shit, this dosen't sound like me.

本小姐今天心情不好