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First day of school... 不好

All the food stall vendors have changed and there's nothing good to eat anymore! I MISS 菜饭~

Seriously wonder how we are going to live through the rest of the year, without good food in the school.



Band today. Not nice. LONG LONG LONG meeting. Am supposed to clean out the library and take stock of all the scores, replace new ones, categorise them etc etc... all within a deadline. WTS.

The library is like DAMN HUGEEEEEEE somemore its so dusty and messy cause all the scores are thrown here and there. Luckily CL say can ask the whole ex-co to help so maybe would be better. I guess.

After band went to hang up banners. Not enough time cause they wanted to close the school already so now its currently hanging in mid-air. Were amongst the last to leave the school.

HW undone. Dissapointed with 自己. Dawned on me that we are already in Sec 4 le, time passes by so quickly. Its the O's this year, no more fooling around. Realised that those little revisions that i made during the holidays aren't gonna help at all. Its not enough.

真的很讨厌自己每次都是说的比做的好看.
明明就知道自己做的到却总是逃避现实.
到了最后才开始后悔.
每天都要嘻皮笑脸， 装做自己没事.
但每天都会跟加的讨厌自己,
为什么你要这样的浪费自己的人生.
我想我需要再再再检讨自己的所作所为.

The start of the year isn't looking so bright for me...



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I have the greatest parents in the world. Daddy just walked in and gave me two very meaningful books. Totally cheered me up. Its as though he can read my mind. Don't worry, i will change for the better, not for myself but more for the people who care about me and are always by my side, supporting me no matter the amount of times i have let them down. They are the best.

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