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Read through my previous post and realised that i sounded like an emo shyt... ><

嗨... must never be so emo ever again. Yea~



Anyways, saturday the orientation damn FUN! Especially the impromtu water bomb game. Though we got all wet, it really bonded everyone together. This year the sec 1s all very nice & fun to hang out with! Yea~



BBQ food was nice! Many thanks to Elias's & Jacob's mums for marinating the food! Mrs Lai also brought her daughter there and she let us carry her! She seriously trust us alot cause the baby only like 3 months old. Super chubby, damn cute! Yea~

Thurday 我们要 together 出去! YEA~

雪特! Tommorrow got 3 tests and must hand up alot of HW. Must hurry go revise.

Kitty cat loves to nap...

Sucky day today. I know that i should live life to the fullest everyday but i just can't seem to get my spirits high up anymore.

'O' level results were released today. What i saw really shocked me. There were so many more tears than smiles. So many people were dissapointed with their results.

It hit me like a rock, what if i end up like them.

Saw Ms. C and asked her if i could take a look at my report book. It sucks. Now, those goals that i set for myself suddenely seem so sky high. What makes me think that i will be able to score distinctions at the current state that i am?

Then i decided that it was time to settle the band issues which have be pressing me for so long. Truthfully, i don't care if she knows now, though everybody has been so obvious, don't care if a conflict will start. Enough of being freaking pissed off by you for so long. WTS did you contribute? Fuck you.

Was shocked by myself when tears started flowing. Because i knew that if i don't do well, these points will matter alot to me. ALOT.

Im scared. Very scared. Seriously very very scared.

Shit, this dosen't sound like me.

本小姐今天心情不好

5/7 of committee 07/08


From left to right: Elias, Lz, Palit, Jacob, me

Last Sunday


巨星 VS ...


NERD! ROFL~ ><








屋顶 night view from IMM

Sugar

The latest addition to our animals family...




在我的肚子上


Hyper active kid loves body warmth and will snuggle up to you whenever you are asleep

















YEA~



[SALLY] lol. I finally LINK you lerhhhhhh~ =D
[tiingx] Yea CHUA, yea~
[jiaqi] good idea man. Yea~
[M.C] Really? That person look damn beng one lor... X(

163cm & 46 Kg. WHOOTS MAN~!

+2cm - 2kg. 开心. Want to know the secret? Easy. Jump 100 times everyday. Dosen't matter if you have a skipping rope or not, just jump. I know it sounds stupid but apparently, it works. It gives you nice tone legs too.



Mr R. Yeo is funny. Forgot to bring PE shirt then cause i was unable to borrow a PE shirt + i needed one anyway so i told him i go bookshop buy. Then he said, " I think im gonna cry. Im so touched." I was like WTS. Thought he was being sacarstic but he said that he meant it. LOL.



Came back took height and weight then he said, " Fishball! You have given me faith in PHS again!" ROFL~! Then he proceeded to tell people to either eat cows or stay at home during CNY. Said that i could gain another 4-5 kgs, therefore, i shall start eating like a pig from now on.

Lol. Joking joking. Alot of people late for Maths class and Mr Tan L.S. got angry. So i wrote a note, saying that when Samuel said "class greet" we would say "SORRY MR TAN!" and told people to pass it down. Didn't really suceed since only the late-half of the class said it. But did something meaningful. Good girl. Today, also help Mrs J. Lim to decorate homeroom with Fel & Zongqin they all. Double good girl.



Yesterday the talk made me reconfirm what i reallly want to do when i grow up. I want to stay in the education system as long as i possibly can because the adult-world is seriously very scary, from what i heard from all the adults around me. Be a cabin crew, travel the world, meet my prince charming, get married, give birth. Yea~ Plus with a grad cert, if i get tired of flying, i can find a job. Double Yea~ [Don't copy me. lol]



But my current plans for now would be to get good results for my O's and take up a 3rd language as soon as possible. Anybody unsure of what to do with your future? Come and talk to me, i shall give you insights. *emits holy light" LOL.

On a side note, i seroiusly LOVE my hair now. It's straight and shiny and long... XP 自夸! I shall tie french plaits to band tomorrow. Yea~ Oh, and i HATE it when people touch my hair. Don't do it ever again, i get majorly pissed off. You also got hair, touch your own.



Have been taking bus lately to avoid the stalker but i saw him again today. He was at the void deck, pacing around and looking in the direction where i usually walk from the MRT. WTF man. Hence i quickly choing up the stairs to my house. ARGHHHHHH~! I AM SCARED. CAN SOMEBODY PLEASE WALK ME HOME?



*sigh* Got to memorise 88 freaking music terms for test tomorrow. Dammit. Like who the hell can remember what "lacrimoso" or "scherzando" means. Shall upload Saturday and Sunday 的 outing photos soon. Yea~

I'm currently leading a no life life right now. Everyday is the same routine. 6 hours of sleep every single day is killing my mental & physical system. ARGHHHH~ Its like a continuous cycle going round & round....



Dont know why but i find lessons to be not so boring nowadays, in fact, they seem to be damn interesting and fun. And for some reason or another, i get pissed off now when people talk during lessons. Considering to join Japhia's tution, anyone got any more offers please tell me. Yea~

Yesterday went to ChongPang with Jiaqi, M.C & David to look at class jersey + buy dadi's present! Dad's pleased with his present, he seriously looked like a child when he started to tear the present open. Though he looks damn feirce and unapprochable on the outside, kinda like a 黑色会老大, but when he's in his comfort zone, he totally turns into a 3 year old. I LOVE MY DAD~!



Today, Mami & I were flipping through the photo albums. Saw alot of pictures of when mami was a model & all the wedding dresses she designed and made. Damn pretty can! Also flipped through some of Dadi's photos and mum was like... "Eee... 你看他以前那么难看, 还好我当时还不认识他, 不然我才不要他 leh!" ROFL!~

After that flipped through Sissy and my pictures. I seriously looked like a boy when i was a child. Like seriously. But still damn cute! XD Yea~

雪特! Still got alot of HW left to do...

Committee outing yesterday! SUPAR FUN~!!! Jio-ed them to 陪 me go DAISO! Yea~

Our plan was to go Daiso first then to IKEA to shop for band stuff. Hence, Elias, Eugene, Jacob, Palit, Liangzhu, Sharon & i MRTed down to Plaza Singapura.

Lunch at KFC! Did stupid stuff with the straws which resulted in people staring at us... XP



Went to DAISO and we were like crazy little kids, running around and laughing at every single thing we came across. Spent about 1hr+ just walking in daiso, not because it was big but because we keep on going in circles, window-shopping. DAISO RAWKS MAN~! YEA~!!!



I bought some stuff for Sugar, Jacob bought some stuff which he "wanted but did not need" and we all bought some stuff to furnish the band room. Yea~

Change of plans, decided that we would just go to Spotlight and IKEA maybe the next week. Eugene went home first cause he said he was tired so left the six of us. We were all tired so everyone sprawled over the curtains section, half-asleep, trying to choose the suitable curtains.



Saw a very chio coffee brown curtain which everyone liked. Going back next week to buy cause we needed the measurements. Then went searching for my Pinboard. Cant find it! RAWRS!

Homed after that. Sharon went the other way so the five of us MRTed to Marina so that we would have seats. Took some pictures of us, waiting for lz to send them to me.

I am seriously in love with my committee!

Going to IMM de Daiso with family later! HAPPY! Yea~!

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

This past week, i have alot of people i want to thank but i shall just list a few of them here.

Chua - for 陪ing me till so late, to wait for me to complete my SS notes
Zongqin - for lending me his SS, i would'nt have been able to complete it without his help
M.C - for being my homie though i haven't homed with him much at all. I shall dedicate every tuesday to be homie day from tommorrow onwards.
Elias - for just listening to me. I feel so much lighter now that some things have been gotten off my chest.

谢谢 you all! =DDD

DAMMIT! Just now when I opened my SS notes file to print out the notes, i found out that all the notes i did were GONE!!! WTF SIA! Damn pissed!



ROARRRRRRR~

Luckily, Chapter one still have 1/2 left, which means that i have to 熬通宵 just to complete something i did a did a few days ago! To top it all off, now i won't be able to do my emaths! WTFWTFWTF!



ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~

好想哭...

But at least there's some good news. Today, parents came home and brought back a KITTEN with them! Now we have another addition to our big animals family! It's a 'she' and is ginger red in colour. Super playful and 黏人 one. Cause she's only a baby so she would play SUPERHIGHLY for 15 mins then suddenely fall asleep for 15 mins before repeating the cycle again...

Wanted to introduce her to Kuro & Ringo but Mami said NO beacuse she feared that it might eat them. So she went to stalk the baby guppies. Surprisingly, she is only half the size of 兔兔, but she keeps on wanting to di-siao him. She would stalk him and then charge up to him but 兔兔 super patient, because he has experiences with our previous cats before.

Named the kitten SUGAR because her coulour is like brown SUGAR.

*sigh* Shall go and do my stupid FXXXing SS notes now... DAMMIT!

Yesterday the open house was quite borIng. Except for the parts when we were all standing at the staircase, screaming for the sec 1s to "JOIN BAND NOW!"

After band was ec-co meeting again, but, most of the time was spent either massaging Felicia with the wooden board or chasing Elias & Jacob around the room. Felicia is a nice soul because she 陪ed me for the 2hr meeting and then to Northpoint. THANKS~



I am in need of a bigger bag & pencilbox!!! ARGHHHHH~

[stel] 1 month++ OMG does that mean that you are filthy rich right now? XP
[all] HAPPY BELATED 新年!
[elias] You are forgiven. lol.
[yihui] Haha. Random! I 爱 U too~
[krix] KRIXXXXX!!!! LONG TIME NO SEEEEEE~ I MISS YOU SO MUCHHHHHH! =DDD

The repainting of the bedrooms has begun!

Parents is MULBERRY!
Sissy is BOY BLUE!
Mine is FUNKY ORANGE!

WHOOTS! 漂亮~



More people are moving to Sembawang! Example: Eugene & David! See, Sembawang is such an IN place. LOL. Happiness cause I now have more homing buddies, namely M.C & David. Yayness! ><

Went to 学校后面 to makan again… Though slightly more expensive but at least it tastes better than school stuff 吧. Felicia Chee does the most random things, example yesterday the skirt thing made me laugh till stomachache… Okay then, I shall try to 酸 you less often so that you wouldn’t keep on complaining about me always not 帮ing you.



Today's ex-co meeting was surprisingly very fun. Plans for the BBQ & Sec 1 Orentation have been more or less settled. Came up with alot of ideas while blasting music through the speakers and arranging the scores. Tested out some of the games for ourselves which involved the 7 of us standing on a piece of mat and jumping around like crazy idiots.

The constant drama between Jacob & Dew was damn funny. Elias said something memoriable today, " You two are the overall ICs leh. Try to get along can?" Then everybody stared at him before we all burst out laughing. I am starting to like our committee more and more.



Shall find time to plan a timetable. And this time, I will discipline myself to follow it through. Damn tired, shall go to bed now. Goodnight y'all and SWEET DREAMS~

First day of school... 不好

All the food stall vendors have changed and there's nothing good to eat anymore! I MISS 菜饭~

Seriously wonder how we are going to live through the rest of the year, without good food in the school.



Band today. Not nice. LONG LONG LONG meeting. Am supposed to clean out the library and take stock of all the scores, replace new ones, categorise them etc etc... all within a deadline. WTS.

The library is like DAMN HUGEEEEEEE somemore its so dusty and messy cause all the scores are thrown here and there. Luckily CL say can ask the whole ex-co to help so maybe would be better. I guess.

After band went to hang up banners. Not enough time cause they wanted to close the school already so now its currently hanging in mid-air. Were amongst the last to leave the school.

HW undone. Dissapointed with 自己. Dawned on me that we are already in Sec 4 le, time passes by so quickly. Its the O's this year, no more fooling around. Realised that those little revisions that i made during the holidays aren't gonna help at all. Its not enough.

真的很讨厌自己每次都是说的比做的好看.
明明就知道自己做的到却总是逃避现实.
到了最后才开始后悔.
每天都要嘻皮笑脸， 装做自己没事.
但每天都会跟加的讨厌自己,
为什么你要这样的浪费自己的人生.
我想我需要再再再检讨自己的所作所为.

The start of the year isn't looking so bright for me...



[edit]

I have the greatest parents in the world. Daddy just walked in and gave me two very meaningful books. Totally cheered me up. Its as though he can read my mind. Don't worry, i will change for the better, not for myself but more for the people who care about me and are always by my side, supporting me no matter the amount of times i have let them down. They are the best.

[/edited]

SCHOOL IS REOPENING TOMORROW!~

So not looking forawrd...

Anyways, new year, new beginning, new skin, new song. WEEEEK by NEWS! Super nice song. I find the lyrics quite meaningful.

WEEEEK~

Ashita kara
Mata Nichi Getsu Ka
Hora Sui Moku Mawatte
Kin Do Nichiyou
Yume no hibi wo
Daiji ni ikimashou
Mou iccho!
Ashita kara
Mata Nichi Getsu Ka
Hora Sui Moku Mawatte
Kin Do Nichiyou
Bokura Hibi wo
Tanoshin de ikitekou
Saa Ikuzo!

Getsuyou Hajimatta
Itsumo no hibi
Omoi kogareta Shuumatsu tooi
Kayou Suiyou Narete kita Go-yousu
Tsukutta egao Hikitsutta kamo!?

Ki ga tsukya Mokuyou Soutou Juuyou
Asu no yoru kara no yotei wa
Mitei dakara
Kinyou Ichinichi Kangaeyou
Jiyuu de kabe wo Buchikowashi Ikou
Hibi Ikinuite Kokoro wa kumori
Bokutachi wa Sugisatte iku
Ayumu kokoro wo Akirametara
Soko de make da Okiraku ni ikou

Ashita kara
Mata Nichi Getsu Ka
Hora Sui Moku Mawatte
Kin Do Nichiyou
Yume no hibi wo
Daiji ni ikimashou
Mou iccho!
Ashita kara
Mata Nichi Getsu Ka
Hora Sui Moku Mawatte
Kin Do Nichiyou
Bokura Hibi wo
Tanoshin de ikitekou
Saa Ikuzo!

Mou Doushiyou mo nai moyou
Yaru koto ippai de Kimochi wa kanpai
Ichinichi Yon jikan suimin de
Hibi Kono tairyouku wo sosogikon de
Otona ni narutte Do iu koto?
Sototzura yokushite Sanjuugo wo sugita koro
Oretachi Donna kao?
Kakkoii otona ni nareteru no?
Hibi Ikite nuite Kokoro wa kumori
Bokutachi wa Sugisatte yuku
Yukkuri de ii Yamenai de
Itsuka suiteki Kanarazu Ishi wo ugatsu!!

Ashita kara
Mata Nichi Getsu Ka
Hora Sui Moku Mawatte
Kin Do Nichiyou
Yume no hibi wo
Daiji ni ikimashou
Mou iccho!
Ashita kara
Mata Nichi Getsu Ka
Hora Sui Moku Mawatte
Kin Do Nichiyou
Bokura Hibi wo
Tanoshin de ikitekou
Saa Ikuzo!

Kurikaeshi no mainichi de
Ikiba no nai Kono kimochi
Meguri meguru Memagurushiku mawaru
Mainichi wo oyogun da
Megezu ni Laugh Laugh
Mou iccho!

Ashita kara
Mata Nichi Getsu Ka
Hora Sui Moku Mawatte
Kin Do Nichiyou
Yume no hibi wo
Daiji ni ikimashou
Mou iccho!
Ashita kara
Mata Nichi Getsu Ka
Hora Sui Moku Mawatte
Kin Do Nichiyou
Bokura Hibi wo
Tanoshin de ikitekou
Saa Ikuzo! [X2]

WEEEEK~ Translation

From tomorrow
It's Sunday, Monday and Tuesday once again
See, when you turn around it's Wednesday and Thursday
Then Friday, Saturday and Sunday
Let's treasure these
Dream days as we go
One more time!
From tomorrow
It's Sunday, Monday and Tuesday once again
See, when you turn around it's Wednesday and Thursday
Then Friday, Saturday and Sunday
We'll make sure To enjoy each day to it's fullest
Now let's go!

Monday has begun
Throughout all the days that follow
I long for the weekend, but it's so far away
When I get used to Tuesday and Wednesday
It seems like the fake smile on my face has gotten a cramp!?

By the time I realise it, it's Thursday, and it's extremely important
Because I still Don't have plans for what I'll do tomorrow night
I'll think about it the whole day on Friday
And I'll break through those walls and grasp my freedom
Just surviving day after day clouds my heart
But if you give up upon your wandering heart
Then that's where you'll lose, so let's just take it easy

From tomorrow
It's Sunday, Monday and Tuesday once again
See, when you turn around it's Wednesday and Thursday
Then Friday, Saturday and Sunday
Let's treasure these
Dream days as we go
One more time!
From tomorrow
It's Sunday, Monday and Tuesday once again
See, when you turn around it's Wednesday and Thursday
Then Friday, Saturday and Sunday
We'll make sure To enjoy each day to it's fullest
Now let's go!

Ack! I've fallen into a pattern that I just can't break out of
I've got loads to do, but I don't feel like doing anything at all!
With only 4 hours of sleep per day
I pour everything into maintaining this kind of stamina everyday
What does it mean to be an adult?
If we keep up our appearances as we are now,
What will be look like after 35?
Will we become cool adults?
Just surviving day after day clouds my heart
But we still have to go through those days
It's fine if you take it slowly, just don't give up
Because in time we'll definitely be able to get through this!!

From tomorrow
It's Sunday, Monday and Tuesday once again
See, when you turn around it's Wednesday and Thursday
Then Friday, Saturday and Sunday
Let's treasure these
Dream days as we go
One more time!
From tomorrow
It's Sunday, Monday and Tuesday once again
See, when you turn around it's Wednesday and Thursday
Then Friday, Saturday and Sunday
We'll make sure To enjoy each day to it's fullest
Now let's go!

In these days that keep repeating themselves over and over
These feelings that have no place to go
Keep turning round and round and make me dizzy
We've got to swim through these feelings everyday
But we won't forget to keep laughing as we go
One more time!

From tomorrow
It's Sunday, Monday and Tuesday once again
See, when you turn around it's Wednesday and Thursday
Then Friday, Saturday and Sunday
Let's treasure these
Dream days as we go
One more time!
From tomorrow
It's Sunday, Monday and Tuesday once again
See, when you turn around it's Wednesday and Thursday
Then Friday, Saturday and Sunday
We'll make sure To enjoy each day to it's fullest
Now let's go! [X2]


Somehow it feels sounds school life huh? Anyways, everyone, HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!~ =DDD